Kajer mashi ke uddam chodon
Akhono nunu te byatha korchhe. Boddo beshi khatni gechhe otar. Jibone erom uddam chodon ei prothom dilam kauke. Evabeo kauke choda jae?
Ghotonae asha jak. Ratna mashi amader barite kaj kore. 4-5mash holo dhukechhe. Besh shanto shishthho. Gayer rong ujjol shyam borno. Cheharae kintu ekta snigdhota achhe. Kajer mashi bole tthik mone hoe na. Mukhe ekta mishtota roye gechhe ovaber moddheo. Boyosh 30-32 hobe. Patla thot. Pet ber kore sharee pore sob somoye. Or oi med-hin pet ar norom poder upor prothom thekei amar ekta taan toiri hoye gechhilo.
Kintu ami kiii ba korte partam. Shobai amae bhalo chhele bolei jaane. Tachhara barite baba ma ar ami thaki. College e pori ami. Chehara besh bhaloi..
Ratnar bor naki kaj kore na kichu. Raate mod kheye fere. Roj oke maare. Bachha kachhao hoeni na ki. Ma-ke eshob dukkher kothha bole o. Ma majhe shajhei or haate kichhu taka diye dae dekhi. Ar ekta jinish o kheyal korechi. Amar ghor jhat dewar somoye ba mochhar shomoye o keno jani amar dike takae. Shudhu takae. Kono ishara konodino koreni.
Goto shombar amar baba ma darjeeling berate gelo. Aj holo shukrobar. Ora firbe porer robbar. Jawar aager din ma ratna mashi ke bollo "dekho kamai koro na jeno. chheleta thakbe eka. Roj eshe oke ektu cha kore diyo. Ar ghor dor gulo jhat diye muchhe diyo".. Raater train e ora beriye gelo. Ami raate pizza kheye dilam ghum.
Door bell er awaj. Shokal 7ta baaje. Bujhlam Ratna eshechhe. Ami tokhon khali gaye shudhu burmuda pore ekta patla. Bhetore jangia-o nei. Ghum chokhe dorja khule dilam. Ratna ekbar amar pant er dike takiye bhetore dhuke gelo pash katiye. Bujhlam case ta ki. Amar nunu ta bojha jachhe pant er bhetor. Vabtei ota aro dariye gelo. Ami kichhu bujhte parini emon bhan kore ghorer bhetor ghora fera korte laglam. Brush kore elam. Ratna hashi mukhe dekhi tuktak kothha bolchhe amar sathe. Ora kokhon beriyechhe.. raate amar kono oshubidha hoechhe ki na.. eishob.
Ghor porishkar kore o cha korte chole gelo. Ami vablam snan kore ni. Ek bati tel niye morae boshe tel makhte shuru korlam. Pant ta gutiye nilam jaate tel na laage. Ota chhoto hoye jangiar moto hoye gechhe. Ami sara gaye tel makhchhi. Ratna cha niye eshe dariye porechhe. Bujhlam amae gilchhe. Ekta chheler prae nogno deho upobhog korchhe hoeto. Ami bollam rekhe dao table e. Ami kheye nebo tthik. Ratna bollo "tahole akhon ami ashi? Shondhe bela ami abar ashbo na hoe ei kota din. Tomae cha kore debo."..
Er por saradin kete gelo din er moton. Shondhebela college kore ami barite firlam. Tthik saare 6tar shomoye Ratna elo. Ami tokhon laptop e panu dekhchhi. Nunu ta ekdom khara hoye achh. Shei obosthae dorja khule dilam. Kintu habbhab dekhalam jeno kichhui bujhini..
Ratna cha kore ene table er samne rakhlo. Ami tokhon amar room e khat e boshe. Porone shudhu shei patla burmuda. Bollam "bosho ektu. kothha boli kichhukkhon. tumi chole gelei to bari faka" Ek gaal heshe Ratna mejhete boshte jachhilo... ami nishedh korae khater ek kone boshlo. E kothha she kothha shuru holo. Ami or shamir kothha tullam. Barir kothha tullam. Taka korir shomoshhar kothha tullam.. Kothhar moddhei ami oke dekhchhilam. Eto shundor ekta meyer vagge kijutechhe? Shudhu bonchona. Hotasha. Shamir valobasha tao paeni konodin...
Prae 15-20min kete gechhe. Ratnar jeno tara nei. Bollo or naki valoi lagchhe golpo korte. Bari giye or-o sherom kaj nei. Shami to 12ta paar kore fere. Mukh ta gombhir hoye gelo or. Amar nojor or pet er dike chole gechhilo abar. Med-hin norom pet. Nunu ta dariye gelo abar. Ratna takalo shei muhurte amar dike. Ebar o heshe fello..
Ami shoja uthe giye or mukh ta du haate niye thot e chumu khelam. Bishfarito chokhe o takalo amar dike. Ki korbe bujhe uthte parchhe na. Jeno khei hariye felechhe o.. Abar chumu khelam or thot e. Abar. Abar. O parlo na ar nijeke samlate. Abar chumu khetei o chushte shuru korlo amar thot. Amar haat totokkhon e or pithe ghora ghuri korchhe. O amar gola joriye amar thot chushe cholechhe. kono kothha noe shobdo noe. Shudhu chushe cholechhe o. Du haate kole tule nilam oke. Shuiye dilam khaate. Pet er opor theke sharee ta shoriye chumu khelam navi te. Aaahhh kore uthlo o. Mone holo na aage kono purush oke eivabe chhuyechhe. Or shorir theke taap berochhe..
Ami khat e uthe aastei o uthe porlo. Ami kichhu na bujhte pere takiye achhi. Dekhi o sharee chharchhe. Shaya-r dori tao tene khule dilo. Blouse bra shob.... Nirdidhae ekdom lyangto hoye gelo Ratna. Bujhlam o aj toiri hoyei eshechhe manoshik bhabe. Or-o amake pete ichhe korechhe aj saradin. Amar dike takiye hashlo. She hashi madokotae bhora.
Haat bariye tene nilam oke amar opor. Chul gulo amar mukher opor eshe porlo. Tarpor shudhu chumur awaj. eke oporer mukhe gaale golae shohosro chumu eke dite thaklam. Oke japtiye dhore khater opor ulte gelam ami. Or golae buk e pagol er moto chumu khete laglam ami. Buk duto shamanno jhule geleo odbhut shundor ekta sri achhe. Duto khoeri dagor bota. Chokha moto. Mukhe niye chushte laglam ar o khub aaste gongate laglo.. Pet tolpet hoye amar valobasha aro niche namte laglo. Ghono kalo baale or gud ta bhorti. Taate mukh dubiye dilam. Or pet ta dhonuker moto beke gelo. Bujhlam or gopon onge purush er thot er chhowa ei prothom. Chete vijiye dilam or gud er papri duto..
Pant ta khule fellam ami. Amar nunu ta totokkhon e 10inchir lohar rod hoye gechhe. Uthhe ehse or thot er opor chhowalam kalo nunu ta. Mukh shoriye nilo o. Aaage kokhono nunur shad paeni o jibh e. Mukh ta shoja kore dhukiye dilam nunu ta or mukhe. Chushchhe o! Amar nunu ta Ratna chushchhe! Thhap dite shuru korlam or mukhe. O amar dike purno drishti te takiye thhap nunur chuiye pora kamrosh shushe nite laglo..
Gud theke rosh goriye porechhe chador e. Shohojei nunu ta dhuke gelo gud e. Purota dhuklo na. Ordhek dhuktei aram er jontronae kokiye uthlo o. Oke kole tule nilam. Khat theke neme daralam ami oke kole niye. Tola theke nunu ta dhukiye thap dite laglam. Besh kobarr kop kop kore jore jore thap dewar por obosheshe goa nunu ta dhuke gelo... Uhhhhhh bole chitkar kore uthlo Ratna. Korei shojore amar thot kamre dhorlo. Dariye dariye kole niye chudchhi oke. Ratna amar thot ghar kaan er loti chushchhe kamrachhe ichhe moto..
Kol theke namiye upur kore dilam bichhanae. Or pith e chumu khelam. Shirdarar gorae chumu khelam. Du pode shoshobde chumu khelam ami. Ekta pod e mukh ta chepe dhore chushlam ami. Laal daag hoye gelo. Nunu ta du bar nere niye pechhon theke shojore dhukiye dilam or norom gude. Tortor kore ek gud gorom rosher moddhe dub dilo amar nunu. Nunu ta jeno ek taal ushno makhon er moddhe dhukchhe r berochhe. Hamaguri dewar moto kore achhe Ratna. O palta thap dite shuru korlo amar dike. Sara ghor moe thopathop awaj hochhe..
Ratna ke chit kore shuiye pa duto dhore ulte or du kaan er pashe rakhlam. Gud ta haa kore royechhe opor dike. Ami opor theke shojore amar mota akhamba bara ta ek thhape or tolpet obdhi dhukiye dilam ebar. Aram e kokiye uthlo o. Thot ta kamre dhorlo amar. Oshombhob jore jore chudte shuru korlam ebar oke. Prottekbar gota nunu ta ber kore abar dhukiye dichhi or gud er bhetor..
Thhap aro barte laglo. Aro jore.. aro jore... Ghono gorom kamrosh golgol kore beriye elo nunur mukh diye. Or guder ekdom bhetore puro rosh ta bhore gelo. Shitkar theme gelo aaste aaste. Chokh bondho kore shuye achhe Ratna.. Or mathae bindu bindu ghaam. Ami or nogno buke shuye hapate laglam..
5min por amar kaan e veja kichhu theklo. Bujhlam or-i thhot. Loti ta chatlo o. Khub aaste othocho prishkar golae bollo.. kal shokale porer ador ta. Shorir e current khele gelo. Kal shokal obdhi opekkha korte parlam na.. Ditiyo baar..
Shei raate tin baar ami chudlam oke. 9tar por o bari gelo. Mongolbar theke cholchhe amader gopon chodon khela. Roj du bela bhorpur chodon.. Oi bell bajlo! Ratna eshe gechhe mone hoe!... Ami chollam dorja khulte. :)
Ghotonae asha jak. Ratna mashi amader barite kaj kore. 4-5mash holo dhukechhe. Besh shanto shishthho. Gayer rong ujjol shyam borno. Cheharae kintu ekta snigdhota achhe. Kajer mashi bole tthik mone hoe na. Mukhe ekta mishtota roye gechhe ovaber moddheo. Boyosh 30-32 hobe. Patla thot. Pet ber kore sharee pore sob somoye. Or oi med-hin pet ar norom poder upor prothom thekei amar ekta taan toiri hoye gechhilo.
Kintu ami kiii ba korte partam. Shobai amae bhalo chhele bolei jaane. Tachhara barite baba ma ar ami thaki. College e pori ami. Chehara besh bhaloi..
Ratnar bor naki kaj kore na kichu. Raate mod kheye fere. Roj oke maare. Bachha kachhao hoeni na ki. Ma-ke eshob dukkher kothha bole o. Ma majhe shajhei or haate kichhu taka diye dae dekhi. Ar ekta jinish o kheyal korechi. Amar ghor jhat dewar somoye ba mochhar shomoye o keno jani amar dike takae. Shudhu takae. Kono ishara konodino koreni.
Goto shombar amar baba ma darjeeling berate gelo. Aj holo shukrobar. Ora firbe porer robbar. Jawar aager din ma ratna mashi ke bollo "dekho kamai koro na jeno. chheleta thakbe eka. Roj eshe oke ektu cha kore diyo. Ar ghor dor gulo jhat diye muchhe diyo".. Raater train e ora beriye gelo. Ami raate pizza kheye dilam ghum.
Door bell er awaj. Shokal 7ta baaje. Bujhlam Ratna eshechhe. Ami tokhon khali gaye shudhu burmuda pore ekta patla. Bhetore jangia-o nei. Ghum chokhe dorja khule dilam. Ratna ekbar amar pant er dike takiye bhetore dhuke gelo pash katiye. Bujhlam case ta ki. Amar nunu ta bojha jachhe pant er bhetor. Vabtei ota aro dariye gelo. Ami kichhu bujhte parini emon bhan kore ghorer bhetor ghora fera korte laglam. Brush kore elam. Ratna hashi mukhe dekhi tuktak kothha bolchhe amar sathe. Ora kokhon beriyechhe.. raate amar kono oshubidha hoechhe ki na.. eishob.
Ghor porishkar kore o cha korte chole gelo. Ami vablam snan kore ni. Ek bati tel niye morae boshe tel makhte shuru korlam. Pant ta gutiye nilam jaate tel na laage. Ota chhoto hoye jangiar moto hoye gechhe. Ami sara gaye tel makhchhi. Ratna cha niye eshe dariye porechhe. Bujhlam amae gilchhe. Ekta chheler prae nogno deho upobhog korchhe hoeto. Ami bollam rekhe dao table e. Ami kheye nebo tthik. Ratna bollo "tahole akhon ami ashi? Shondhe bela ami abar ashbo na hoe ei kota din. Tomae cha kore debo."..
Er por saradin kete gelo din er moton. Shondhebela college kore ami barite firlam. Tthik saare 6tar shomoye Ratna elo. Ami tokhon laptop e panu dekhchhi. Nunu ta ekdom khara hoye achh. Shei obosthae dorja khule dilam. Kintu habbhab dekhalam jeno kichhui bujhini..
Ratna cha kore ene table er samne rakhlo. Ami tokhon amar room e khat e boshe. Porone shudhu shei patla burmuda. Bollam "bosho ektu. kothha boli kichhukkhon. tumi chole gelei to bari faka" Ek gaal heshe Ratna mejhete boshte jachhilo... ami nishedh korae khater ek kone boshlo. E kothha she kothha shuru holo. Ami or shamir kothha tullam. Barir kothha tullam. Taka korir shomoshhar kothha tullam.. Kothhar moddhei ami oke dekhchhilam. Eto shundor ekta meyer vagge kijutechhe? Shudhu bonchona. Hotasha. Shamir valobasha tao paeni konodin...
Prae 15-20min kete gechhe. Ratnar jeno tara nei. Bollo or naki valoi lagchhe golpo korte. Bari giye or-o sherom kaj nei. Shami to 12ta paar kore fere. Mukh ta gombhir hoye gelo or. Amar nojor or pet er dike chole gechhilo abar. Med-hin norom pet. Nunu ta dariye gelo abar. Ratna takalo shei muhurte amar dike. Ebar o heshe fello..
Ami shoja uthe giye or mukh ta du haate niye thot e chumu khelam. Bishfarito chokhe o takalo amar dike. Ki korbe bujhe uthte parchhe na. Jeno khei hariye felechhe o.. Abar chumu khelam or thot e. Abar. Abar. O parlo na ar nijeke samlate. Abar chumu khetei o chushte shuru korlo amar thot. Amar haat totokkhon e or pithe ghora ghuri korchhe. O amar gola joriye amar thot chushe cholechhe. kono kothha noe shobdo noe. Shudhu chushe cholechhe o. Du haate kole tule nilam oke. Shuiye dilam khaate. Pet er opor theke sharee ta shoriye chumu khelam navi te. Aaahhh kore uthlo o. Mone holo na aage kono purush oke eivabe chhuyechhe. Or shorir theke taap berochhe..
Ami khat e uthe aastei o uthe porlo. Ami kichhu na bujhte pere takiye achhi. Dekhi o sharee chharchhe. Shaya-r dori tao tene khule dilo. Blouse bra shob.... Nirdidhae ekdom lyangto hoye gelo Ratna. Bujhlam o aj toiri hoyei eshechhe manoshik bhabe. Or-o amake pete ichhe korechhe aj saradin. Amar dike takiye hashlo. She hashi madokotae bhora.
Haat bariye tene nilam oke amar opor. Chul gulo amar mukher opor eshe porlo. Tarpor shudhu chumur awaj. eke oporer mukhe gaale golae shohosro chumu eke dite thaklam. Oke japtiye dhore khater opor ulte gelam ami. Or golae buk e pagol er moto chumu khete laglam ami. Buk duto shamanno jhule geleo odbhut shundor ekta sri achhe. Duto khoeri dagor bota. Chokha moto. Mukhe niye chushte laglam ar o khub aaste gongate laglo.. Pet tolpet hoye amar valobasha aro niche namte laglo. Ghono kalo baale or gud ta bhorti. Taate mukh dubiye dilam. Or pet ta dhonuker moto beke gelo. Bujhlam or gopon onge purush er thot er chhowa ei prothom. Chete vijiye dilam or gud er papri duto..
Pant ta khule fellam ami. Amar nunu ta totokkhon e 10inchir lohar rod hoye gechhe. Uthhe ehse or thot er opor chhowalam kalo nunu ta. Mukh shoriye nilo o. Aaage kokhono nunur shad paeni o jibh e. Mukh ta shoja kore dhukiye dilam nunu ta or mukhe. Chushchhe o! Amar nunu ta Ratna chushchhe! Thhap dite shuru korlam or mukhe. O amar dike purno drishti te takiye thhap nunur chuiye pora kamrosh shushe nite laglo..
Gud theke rosh goriye porechhe chador e. Shohojei nunu ta dhuke gelo gud e. Purota dhuklo na. Ordhek dhuktei aram er jontronae kokiye uthlo o. Oke kole tule nilam. Khat theke neme daralam ami oke kole niye. Tola theke nunu ta dhukiye thap dite laglam. Besh kobarr kop kop kore jore jore thap dewar por obosheshe goa nunu ta dhuke gelo... Uhhhhhh bole chitkar kore uthlo Ratna. Korei shojore amar thot kamre dhorlo. Dariye dariye kole niye chudchhi oke. Ratna amar thot ghar kaan er loti chushchhe kamrachhe ichhe moto..
Kol theke namiye upur kore dilam bichhanae. Or pith e chumu khelam. Shirdarar gorae chumu khelam. Du pode shoshobde chumu khelam ami. Ekta pod e mukh ta chepe dhore chushlam ami. Laal daag hoye gelo. Nunu ta du bar nere niye pechhon theke shojore dhukiye dilam or norom gude. Tortor kore ek gud gorom rosher moddhe dub dilo amar nunu. Nunu ta jeno ek taal ushno makhon er moddhe dhukchhe r berochhe. Hamaguri dewar moto kore achhe Ratna. O palta thap dite shuru korlo amar dike. Sara ghor moe thopathop awaj hochhe..
Ratna ke chit kore shuiye pa duto dhore ulte or du kaan er pashe rakhlam. Gud ta haa kore royechhe opor dike. Ami opor theke shojore amar mota akhamba bara ta ek thhape or tolpet obdhi dhukiye dilam ebar. Aram e kokiye uthlo o. Thot ta kamre dhorlo amar. Oshombhob jore jore chudte shuru korlam ebar oke. Prottekbar gota nunu ta ber kore abar dhukiye dichhi or gud er bhetor..
Thhap aro barte laglo. Aro jore.. aro jore... Ghono gorom kamrosh golgol kore beriye elo nunur mukh diye. Or guder ekdom bhetore puro rosh ta bhore gelo. Shitkar theme gelo aaste aaste. Chokh bondho kore shuye achhe Ratna.. Or mathae bindu bindu ghaam. Ami or nogno buke shuye hapate laglam..
5min por amar kaan e veja kichhu theklo. Bujhlam or-i thhot. Loti ta chatlo o. Khub aaste othocho prishkar golae bollo.. kal shokale porer ador ta. Shorir e current khele gelo. Kal shokal obdhi opekkha korte parlam na.. Ditiyo baar..
Shei raate tin baar ami chudlam oke. 9tar por o bari gelo. Mongolbar theke cholchhe amader gopon chodon khela. Roj du bela bhorpur chodon.. Oi bell bajlo! Ratna eshe gechhe mone hoe!... Ami chollam dorja khulte. :)